Detached Dream Diary

[Verse 1]

My name on a post-it

Like they almost knew I’d rant

Half-thoughts in a browser

Tabs open on my skin

Scroll through my own memories

Like I’m trying to log back in

[Chorus]

I feel so cool, so clinically calm

Heart on mute, head stuck in my palm

Detached on purpose, I don’t want to land

Just watching every feeling from the stands (yeah)

I feel so cool, it’s chemically clean

Sink in slow, fade out of the scene

If I don’t touch it, maybe it won’t hurt

Let the whole day run in reverse

[Verse 2]

Therapist on speaker

Ask me what I really want

I say “something kinda quiet”

He laughs, I change the font

Texting you a paragraph

Delete it, leave a dot

Ghost inside a typing bubble

Even I forget the plot

[Chorus]

I feel so cool, so clinically calm

Heart on mute, head stuck in my palm

Detached on purpose, I don’t want to land

Just watching every feeling from the stands (oh)

I feel so cool, it’s chemically clean

Sink in slow, fade out of the scene

If I don’t touch it, maybe it won’t hurt

Let the whole day run in reverse

[Bridge]

Am I safe or just sedated?

Can’t tell peace from being drained

Smile like it’s a screensaver

Blink once, everything’s the same (yeah)

[Chorus]

I feel so cool, so clinically calm

Heart on mute, head stuck in my palm

Detached on purpose, I don’t want to land

Just watching every feeling from the stands

I feel so cool, it’s chemically clean

Sink in slow, fade out of the scene

If I don’t touch it, maybe it won’t hurt

Let the whole day run in reverse (reverse)