Last Call, First Goodbye

I gave you my light ′til the room went dim

Held your stones close while you slept through them

Left my name on the floor with the shattered glass

Now I'm picking up pieces you can′t get back

Away you wait like a sickened skin

Smoke through the crack where the hurt had been

But every tear was a thread I cut

None I make to stay when it's pain you try

I'm walking out with my head held high

No more begging for love, gone blind

You took the sun, left me denied

But I found my pulse in the afterlife

I gave you every sin, now I choose me

You're turning this heartbreak into gasoline

Watch me rise, watch me hurt clean

What you broke was never mine to blame

Your silence echoed like a cheap disguise

A house full of ghosts and a thousand lies

I learned my worth in the worst of the fall

Now your hold on my heart means nothing at all

I was the door you could knock and shut

I was the river you couldn't hold up

But I'm not a wound you get to name

I'm a fire that you never tame

I'm walking out with my head held high

No more begging for a wolf gone blind

You took the sun, left me with the night

But I found my pulse in the afterlife

I gave you everything, now I choose me

Turn this heartbreak into gasoline

Watch me rise, watch me reclaim

What you broke was never mine to blame

Let the cold wind call my name

I'm not looking back at the ash and flame

I'm the lesson, I'm the line you crossed

I'm the strength you tried to get lost

I'm walking out with my head held high

No more begging or love complaint

You took my sun, left me the night

But I found my plug in the afterlife

I gave you everything I would choose me

Turning this heartbreak into gasoline

I'm not yours, I'm not your pain

I'm a woman reborn in the brain