Numb in the Room

Rain taps softly on my windowpane

Shadows gather where I can't explain

Pencil notes scattered on the floor

I write down feelings I don't have anymore

Lately I'm drifting, barely awake

Painting a smile I only fake

I can't remember how it feels to cry

All the colors washed out in my sky

Staring at the ceiling, wishing for pain

Hoping a thunderstorm might bring the rain

But all I do is sigh

Empty coffee mugs with nameless stains

Old Polaroids that don't forget my name

I see your laughter through a dusty frame

A quiet echo, but it sounds the same

Lately I'm drifting, barely awake

Painting a smile I only fake

I can't remember how it feels to cry

All the colors washed out in my sky

Staring at the ceiling, wishing for pain

Hoping a thunderstorm might bring the rain

But all I do is sigh

Will I wake up if this numbness breaks?

Tangled in sheets, replaying mistakes

Give me something real, even if it aches

I just need to know my heart still shakes

I can't remember how it feels to cry

All the colors washed out in my sky

Staring at the ceiling, wishing for pain

Hoping a thunderstorm might bring the rain

But all I do is sighOne more night behind this door

Missing what I can't feel anymore