Sharp Vision, Harder Heart

All my life I felt like there was so much more

My hands came down

Didn′t ever try to reach for a higher floor

So many burnouts

So many thieves in the room

I learned to move in silence

Keep my spirit out the gloom

I decided to forget them all

I'm done with the bottom feeders

I′m walking on my own

No more chasing broken leaders

Empathy was a curse to me

It left me open wide

Loving to me but I survived

I won't let it kill my pride

Positive electric energy

No drama in front of me

I′ve gotten harder sharpened now

As the woman I choose to be

Long route to the demons

Tryna make it all easy street

But my feeling is raw, my vision is sharp

And my heart still beats

I cried many nights, thankin' God, don't remember me

I helped so many but no one was there when I was drowning deep

Stop being a big baby D

Grow past all that negativity

Died as a plant and though I shake

I'm reaching for the life I need

I plan to stay alone

I'm too set in my ways

How can I love more than I've loved men

Who try to control and break?

The fear I had is gone now

There's no spark left to burn

Wanna raise me strong and wise

And I know a pain can learn

Positive electric energy

No trauma in front of me

I've gotten harder, sharpened up

It's the woman I choose to be

Long ride with the demons

Tryna make it on easy street

But my rhythm is raw

My vision is sharp in my heart

Still bees

You reap what you've woven

That's the lesson I keep

I won't go back to the old me

I'm done with the deep sleep