You Made Me Crazy

I can feel your heart beating in the air..

Breathing twice as fast pulling the air..

But you~~ oh you~~ pull like a never ending clock..

Yes youuu~~ lure me into~~ your heart break! Death waking launch~~ you cruel my twist the knife you plunge, into my back then laugh as you walk down the path I carved into the wall..

I hate you~~ but why can’t I not stop loving you?~~

Did you winnnn~~ or do I refuse to lose?~~

Did you~~ break me again??~~ did you??? Even care~~ when chose to grab and remold my heart that was already frozen??~~

Was it fun~ was it sweet~ was it nice~ was it nice??~~ did you know?~ that I’m smart~~ of course you did that’s what want.. you want me and my brain and my masks and my face~~ you want me and and mind and my young underaged~~ you want me and my thoughts and my wants and my yearnings and my yearnings!!~~ you know I want to die~~

But you won’t grant me the prize I had own from you~~

Did your lies become so sweet~, and addicting?~~ when did you discover my sadistic pleasure?~ in destroying myself??

You~~ YOU~~ you~~ did you have fun~~

Tormenting?~ possessing me~~ controlling me~~ caring for me~~

Did you have fun~ manipulating~ delusioning me?~

I know what you are? But you are knew that?~ after all you brought me here for that?~

Did you know that i know? Yes did of course did..

Did you know im not gonna for long even if try to come up with something?~~

I’m not crazyyyyyyy~~ maybeee~~~ crazyyy~~ crazy~~~~ you made me ~~~ crazyyy~~ YOU MADE ME~~~ CRAZYYY~

I hate you!~~ I crave you~~ I hate you~~ you broke me~~ what did you.. do ~~ I hate you~~ I hate you~~