Glass In My Head

I smile too fast

Then look away

My mind keeps running

What I won't say

Small little scenes

In a crowded room

You hear my laugh

I hear the bruise

Two steps back

Then I lean in

Old loud doubts

At the window again

I hold my breath

Like it's proof

That even my silence

Is talking to you

Glass in my head

Glass in my head

You can see right through me

Glass in my head

I say I'm okay

I say I'm okay

But my inner voice

Won't let me stay

The mirror knows

When I go numb

That careful face

The practiced one

I replay talks

Line by line

Turn one small maybe

Into a crime

And every night

The same parade

My worst ideas

In paper chains

Two steps back

Then I lean in

Old loud doubts

At the window again

I hold my breath

Like it's proof

That even my silence

Is talking to you

Glass in my head

Glass in my head

You can see right through me

Glass in my head

I say I'm okay

I say I'm okay

But my inner voice

Won't let me stay

Every shaken fragment falls

I'm swept up in my brittle walls

All the secrets that I've kept

They shimmer with each heavy step

Will you stay when I confess?

Are you scared to see the mess?

Glass in my head

Glass in my head

You can see right through me

Glass in my head

I say I'm okay

I say I'm okay

But my inner voice

Won't let me stayFragile lines, a quiet dread

You can see right through my head