Love I Can’t Have

Hmm

Why do I keep falling for somebody I can't hold?

Got a heart full of love, but I'm loving on my own

Oh, no

You're the one I want, but the one I can't call home

I catch myself smiling when I think about your face

And I remember, baby, I don't have a place

In your arms, in your life, made me fool your plans

I'm just somebody wishing I could

I memorize your voice like a song I can't forget

Repay every little moment like you meant something, yeah

You don't know how many nights I've cried alone

Loving you in silence with a heart that's overgrown

I wish I could tell you everything I feel inside

But I'm scared that if I speak, you'll disappear from my life

So I laugh when I'm hurting, act like I'm okay

While my heart keeps choosing you in a thousand different ways

And I know

I shouldn't want you like this

But how do I stop craving a love I never did?

You're a dream I keep chasing when I close my eyes

The sweetest kind of heaven with the worst goodbye

I'm in love with somebody I could never have

Got me crying over something that I never had

You're the wish I make when I see a falling star

The person I feel closest to who's always so far

It hurts to love you when I take all your mind

And you're living in my heart, but not in our life

If loving you is wrong, tell me why it feels so true

How do I stop loving someone I can't lose?

'Cause I never had you, but I'm breaking like I did

Got a thousand words of love that I'll never let you hear

You're the one my heart wants, but I'm asking, oh

I'm in love with somebody I'll never get to call my own

Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of me

If there's a little part of you that feels that I feel deep

Do you ever hear a song and wish that I was there?

Do you ever miss my presence when nobody else cares?

Wasn't love just a secret that I'm peeking from the world?

A love that has no ending but can never be in full

I would give you all my soft and solid pieces of my soul

But actin' for somebody's hard to want the love I hold

And I think that I get jealous when I see you smile

'Cause I know I have my right to ask you for your time

I can't tell you who to love or ask you not to leave

But God knows you're the only one my heart wants to receive

And I know I shouldn't want you like this

But my heart doesn't listen when my mind says click

You're the sweetest little ache that I carry every day

The love I have to hide, the words I cannot say

I'm in love

Somebody I could never have

Got you crying over something that I never had

You're the wish I make when I see a falling star

The person I feel closest to who's always so far

And it hurts to love you when I think on your mind

When you're living in my heart, but not in my life

If loving you was wrong, tell me why it feels so true

How do I stop buzzing?