The first one

Yeah

Dream

Been tryna stay focused

But that shit still hit me sometimes

I′m at a band

Lost my lil shawty out here

I'm at a band

Still want her back

I ain′t capping man

Head down I'm straight

But I'm damaged damn

Too much pride

I′m telling all my friends

At school in the morning

Work when the sun drop

Sorry keep me sane

Can you stop

Don′t stop, shots on my phone, tryna catch me a good start

I just want bread and peace, fuck all that dumb talk

I ain't gon′ fake it, I wanted that girl

Could've given my time, could've given my word

But you don′t got me mad at myself

I can′t lose my mind, gotta change something else

I be in class, but my head somewhere different

So fast, I keep talking, I'm dead even listening

Thinking bout the nights where you used to be with me

Now I′m chasing checks, tryna turn pain into millions

Then I hit the field, gotta lock the fuck in

Run to my chest, or still do it again

Everybody singing if they think I'm doing it with my friends

Whole time I′m failing, shit I don't tell nobody

Work after practice, I′m tired as fuck

Still show up, I ain't asking for luck

I know broke days I ain′t going back

So I'm watching them candles tryna learn every chart

Lost my lil shawty I was in manapan

Still want her back I ain′t capping man

Dance like I'm straight but I′m damaged damn

Too much pride

I'm telling mama feelings at school in the morning work when the sun rise

Saga keep me sane clean style don′t stop

Charts on my phone tryna catch me a good start

I just want bread and peace fuck all that dumb talk

I don′t want drama keep that shit over there

I done had enough pressure

I need peace in the air I ain't chasing no bitch I′m chasing a future

But you different that's the part that fuck with me

Late nights charts on the screen

Tryna stack money tryna live my dream

Tryna pass my classes keep my head clean

Tryna score on a field tryna level my team

I got too much shit on me to crash out now

Too many goals I can't back down now

Even if you never come back around

Imma build this life till they know me downtown

But if you call me I might pick up

I ain′t gonna front I′m still gonna fuck I know I act tough

But losing you that shit cut deep as fuck

Lost my lil shawty out in Mattapan

Still want her back I ain′t capping man

Back like I'm straight but I′m damaged damn

Too much pride I don't tell ′em all my feelings at school in the morning

Whip when the sun drops

Bitch can you say please stop

Don't stop

Shots on my phone try to catch me a good start

I just want bread in peace fuck all that dumb talk

School

Nasca

What

You heard it

I′m locked in

But Mattapan

I still think about you