Left Me Scarred

She say what's wrong with you?

Tell my ex I can't so talk

Tell me why you so scared to show love

Too many scars on my heart this ain't no bluff

On the city I was out, why I growed up?

Young niggas cutthroat give them no fuck

You know I said what I said it was so whack

But you know that I ain't mean it

Do what you gotta do but just don't leave me

Then they get and beat it, I don't give up

Remember 2017 there was just someone I own

I was starting up my own, still trying to get with up

Just turned in 22, sad tears at the thought

That's a life for my heart, but I couldn't give it up

I had just got my job when they block me and Glock, got a Glock on my path

Already, so the best of all I got a balance and wouldn't even do it all

There's way more to it

I don't know how to love

I don't know who to trust

And I swear this is so confusing

All these smiling faces, why you so happy?

Tell me what's so amusing?

Everybody mad they can't reach you no

You have my number, why you ain't using it?

I be trying to control my temper

It's hard loving somebody like me

Said I'll be gone to November, well, I gotta come back and leave

If I could be so simple, put my back on my sleep

She asks why I'm so angry, try to tell her it's how she made meShit, they turned they back on me and left me scarred

I turned my back on them to save my heart

Going against what I was taught

Got me scared for my life

But if loving you is wrong, then I don't wanna be right