Bleeding in Reverse

[Verse 1]

Now I’m scrolling through a ghost that I still got

Every photo like a punch I never block

Cold coffee in the passenger seat

Your hair tie on my floor like it can’t leave

Every little thing you left still talks to me

I’m arguing with things that cannot speak

[Chorus]

I’m bleeding in reverse

Playing back the way you left me, every word hurts

Heartbeat stuttering, I swear I heard it first

You said you’d stay, then you turned, now it’s worse

Yeah I’m bleeding in reverse

Everything is moving backward, stuck on that curse

If healing is a highway, I’m stuck in the dirt

You fade away, I rewind, now it’s worse (now it’s worse, yeah)

[Verse 2]

Checked your page, saw a smile that I don’t know

Same jacket, different arms keeping you close

Told my friends that I’m fine, that I let go

Then I threw up in the sink from the chokehold

Your lipstick on my black T, still won’t wash

I keep it in the hamper like a locked box

Talk to ceilings, asking why they always watch

But never answer when my chest starts to drop

[Bridge]

You moved on like it was nothing (nothing)

I’m stuck on every “I love you” we were bluffing (we were)

If time can heal then why’s it cutting?

Every second that I breathe, I’m still suffocating

[Chorus]

I’m bleeding in reverse

Playing back the way you left me, every word hurts

Heartbeat stuttering, I swear I heard it first

You said you’d stay, then you turned, now it’s worse

Yeah I’m bleeding in reverse

Everything is moving backward, stuck on that curse

If healing is a highway, I’m stuck in the dirt

You fade away, I rewind, now it’s worse (now it’s worse, yeah)