Cold Blocks, Warm Tears

[Verse 1]

Cold blocks

Same stain on the stairwell, chipped paint, grey sky

Mum say pray

But the last time I knelt I just stared, felt dry

Boys talk

About cars, about chains, but they eyes say "why"

I scroll

Past RIP posts, can’t cry, just swipe

[Chorus]

Cold blocks, warm tears

I been stuck in the same four fears

Tryna run but the pain still here

(yeah, yeah)

Say I’m fine but I ain’t that clear

All this weight that I drag each year

If I leave, do I disappear?

Cold blocks, warm tears

[Verse 2]

Cheap smoke

Blow rings at the damp on the ceiling, that’s mold, that’s time

Big talk

Lil heart in my chest beat fast when the sirens drive

Text you

"U up?" but I ghost when you type, can’t lie, I’m tired

This life

Every exit I see got a fee, got fire

[Chorus]

Cold blocks, warm tears

I been stuck in the same four fears

Tryna run but the pain still here

(oh, oh)

Say I’m fine but I ain’t that clear

All this weight that I drag each year

If I leave, do I disappear?

Cold blocks, warm tears

[Bridge]

If I make it out, will I miss this?

Broken glass, back steps, lil misfits

All the names on the wall, all the "yo, bro, call"

All the summers that we never really lived in

If I make it out, who I be then?

Same face with a brand new regret

Same past that I still can’t forget

Same block in my head, same block in my chest

[Chorus]

Cold blocks, warm tears

I been stuck in the same four fears

I been stuck in the same four fears

Tryna run but the pain still here

(yeah)

Say I’m fine but I ain’t that clear

All this weight that I drag each year

If I leave, do I disappear?

Cold blocks, warm tears