I Aint Gonna Lie

Yeah, crowned a rebel

Trippin', everybody wanna tell you how they winnin'

Let me tell you what it cost, oh

Uh, uh, uh, uh

I ain't gon' lie

I ain't been right, been tellin' everybody I'm good all night

Tough in my hand, got a lot on my mind

She said, you miss me, I said, sometimes

I ain't gon' lie, I want that life

Bills all paid, let my bitch sleep right

Cold room lit, still dark inside

You want the truth, I ain't gon' lie

Rap on the counter, red ink on the date

Mama said eat wasn′t much on her plate

Young iron novice, born to understand

She was feeding everybody with a little in her hand

Jet in winter, put the tires by the door

Keep the heat inside, cold coming through the floor

Now I like my leather heated with my son

You call it showing off, I remember that vibe

Used to park around the corner when the tint got low

Walked the last two blocks like I chose that stroll

Prize had me lying to the ones who would've helped

Said I had it handled, barely handling myself

First time they paid me, had to check that twice

Wasn't even much, but it covered them lights

I ain't buy Corona, I put food in the fridge

Stood there with it open like, look at this shit

I ain't gon' lie

I ain′t been right

Been telling everybody

I'm good all night

Cup in my hand

Got a lot on my mind

She said you miss me

I said sometimes

I ain′t gon lie

I want that life

Deals all paid

Let my bitch sleep right

Homegrown lit

Still dark inside

You want the truth

I ain't gon lie

I ain′t gon' lie

I done messed up lil

Had a good thing

Didn't do enough, she remember little things I said months back

I forgot one day, couldn't take that back

Called her insecure when my phone stayed down

Funny how the truth make a loud man quiet down

I could write a verse, couldn't answer her straight

Found the perfect words when it got too late

Now the show done, everybody heading out

I′m still by the exit with a number I could dial

Thumb above her name then I put the phone away

Can't keep asking her to heal what I won′t change

And I miss my people that's the part I don′t post

Got a hundred new contacts can't call who I want most

Crown of devil they be screaming that name

I just wish a few more people lived to hear the same name

If I told you I was tired would you sit with me

If the music stopped tonight would you still kick me

I don′t need another person saying stay strong

Let me take this armor off till the day comes I ain't gonna lie

Sometimes I need somebody on my side

No Facebook, no Gram, no disguise

Just somebody I don't have to tell I'm fine, uh

I ain't gon' lie, I ain't been right

Been tellin' everybody I'm good all night

Cup in my hand, got a lot on my mind

She said, you miss me, I said, sometimes

I ain't gon' lie I want that life

Bills are paid, let my bitch sleep right

Home boom lit, still dark inside

You want the truth, I ain't gon' lie