Torn in the Quiet

I just learned how to breathe on my own;

Love to the papers and the house turning cold;

My two good hearts keep calling my name;

And I swear my soul don't feel the same;

One brings peace when my nights get long;

But makes me feel like I still belong;

I'm standing here with a heart in two;

Trying to find what I'm supposed to do;

I love you both;

And that's the truth;

Torn in the quiet, what do I do?

One got the tenderness, one got the fire;

Both of you lifting me higher and higher;

I can't choose, no, I can't decide;

I'm breaking open on the inside;

He knows my scars and

He kisses them slow;

He saves the places I still don't show;

He makes me laugh when

I want to cry;

He looks at me like

I deserve the sky;

And the other one turns my world upside down;

Makes me feel alive when he comes around;

I'm new to me, I'm scared to fall;

How do

I give my whole heart to one?

I love you both, and that's the truth;

It's only in the quiet;

What do I do?

One got the tenderness, one got the fire;

Both of you lifting me higher and higher;

I can't choose, no, I can't decide;

I'm breaking open on the inside;

Maybe love ain't always black and white;

Maybe I'm supposed to lose this fight;

Maybe first I gotta find my voice;

Before I make the final choice;

If I let go, will I fall apart?

Or finally heal this wounded heart?

I love you both;

And that's the truth;

Torn in the quiet;

What do I do? One got the tenderness;

One got the fire;

Both of you lifting me higher and higher;

I can't choose, no, I can't decide;

I'm breaking open on the inside;

So I sit with the ache tonight;

Learning how to be alone in the light;

And maybe in time I'll know what's true;

But right now my heart belongs to two;