War against my addiction

– ethereal, soft pads]

My thoughts clouded by the smoke of my fears…

Yesterday I was sober… now it’s been so many years…

My addiction… it’s taken over me

Like shadows dancing where the light should be

The chains are tightly fastened, wrapped in doubt

Every time I scream, I just fade out

The enemy is living in my skin

A silent war I never seem to win

Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide

I feel the darkness growing deep inside

All I see is the damage I’ve done

Echoes screaming, “You can’t outrun”

I built my armor just to survive

But I forgot what it feels………..to be alive.

I’ve got a bulletproof vest

But no ammunition

Fighting a war

Against my addiction

I’m screaming out

But no one can hear

Surrounded by silence, drowning, in my fears

I’m reaching out through the night

Trying to find the strength to fight

[Drop – melodic EDM hook, vocal chops]

Bulletproof… (with no ammo)

Fighting a war inside………. Myself

Time keeps slipping through my hands

Like shattered glass I don’t understand

Every promise that I tried to keep

Gets buried deeper while I sink in sleep

But there’s a whisper in the dark

A fragile, fading, distant spark

Saying I’m more than what I’ve been

That I can rise and breathe again

Through the wreckage, through the pain

Something calls me back again

Maybe I’m not too far gone

Maybe I’ve been strong all along

I’ve got a bulletproof vest

But no ammunition

Fighting a war

Against my addiction

I’m screaming out

Now someone can hear

Breaking through the smoke

Of my fear

Bulletproof… but healing inside

No longer running, nowhere left to hide.

Darkness is now turning into light…

I know I’m strong enough to fight…

I am more than my mistakes…

I am every breath I take…

[Final Drop – euphoric, uplifting]

I got a bulletproof vest, and all the ammunition

To fight the war against my addiction.

I’ve learned to survive the darkest nights

And now Im learning to take back my life.Now I’m learning how to be free…

Th