Missed Calls,

Oh

I know you see me calling

I just wanted to hear your voice

Three in the morning

I′m parked outside the store

Engine been running

I ain't ready to go home

Got a message from my daughter

Say she miss me on the phone

Had to tell her that he love her

Then I cried when I was alone

Got a woman that I love

But we don′t talk like we used to

She remember all the things I did

I remember what we been through

Every time we try to fix this up

Don′t get brought up

We keep saying that it's over

Then we pardon just to fuss

I′ve been driving through the city

Seeing places we would go

That's the spot we used to eat at

Almost pulled up out a hole

Then I thought about the last time

We both were saying things

How ′bout you grab your keys

Begging you to stay

Now I′m sitting at this red light

Lighting in my face

Got thousand things to tell you

But don't know what I should say

I ain′t tryna make you guilty

I ain't asking you to choose

I′m just learning how to love somebody

I might really lose

And I don't know where we went wrong

We were so close now we′re so far gone

I can't reach up for my phone

Knowing I should leave you alone

I got missed calls, missed love, missed nothing

Still got your number memorized

I've been tryna get you off my mind

But you keep showing up when I close my eyes

Tell me where the love went

Tell me where the trust went

We were supposed to make it through the storm

Now we strangers with our past weekends, look it

And I still love you

But I can't keep losing myself loving you

I seen your picture yesterday, you were smiling with your friends

Almost sent a little message, then I thought about the end

You deserve to have your peace, I deserve to find my due

But it's hard to kill a feeling when it's still alive in you

I ain't perfect, I admit it, I let anger do the talking

Better promise I would change, but you got tired of me promising

I'm learning that apologies don't fix what people feel

And the hardest part of growing is accepting what you kill

I got chicks, I got a chase, I got children, I got a race

Can't be losing all my focus tryna bring back yesterday

I still hope that you do good even if we never speak

Even if somebody else becomes the man I couldn't be

I ain't saying I don't miss you, I ain't saying I don't care

I'm just tired of reaching out and finding nothing when you're near

So that I don't turn the youngest phone ahead into the crib

Gotta learn to live with hatred even though I never did

Maybe in another life

We would've got the timing right

Maybe I would've held you closer

Instead of always tryna be right

If you ever think about me

I hope you smile instead of cry

'Cause even though we didn't make it